NEW.....why?.....what....

I'm typing...random....what I was is not what I am. Who I thought, is.....a question.
When I made "Perfect for Awesomeness", I was in a "place". I was fucking mess! i lost things...I lost stability. I lost my mind. I will get into all this eventually, and in reality...it wasn't that big of a fucking deal, but it seemed like big fucking deal for me....things are things ...when they are!
i HAVE zero attachment to what was happening in 2017...i was an open wound...i found something